It is only the fifth day, but...

21:33 Yannie 13 Comments

If you have read this, you folks should know that I was working on 31 December and 1 January on a fiscal year changed project. Until today, the project hasn't over. There is still quite a lot of hiccups. Me, the main support in the team felt terribly pressure.

I have already had several sleepless nights since New Year eve, as I always dream of the job that I haven't completed in the day, and that really disturbed my good night sleep.

I have stopped sending my kids to babysitter. My PIL have officially taken care of my kids since this Monday. My elder girl has started her primary 1, and my younger girl has also transferred to a new kindergarten. The transition again put me into another worrisome stage. The worst thing is I couldn't find a time out from work to peek on them.

I rant a lot to my husband and that created tense situation in between us. I stole some of my time here and there from my busy schedule and read some of your blogs. You folks are doing pretty well, but me here, still feeling stressed, tired, depressed and bad. I wonder when this will over.

13 comments:

  1. I can understand how you feel Yan, sitting opposite you I can feel the tense too =_=
    Sorry I cant help you to solve, but I'll pray for all the best to you! Just try to relax and dont worry, things will be fine!
    船到桥头自然直。。

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  2. Ohhh dear, I feel really sorry for you... I wish there's something I can do to help!!! You are welcome to rant to us(your faithful fellow blogger friends), I think your husband was troubled with his own pressure too... hope both of you already made up and back to the lovey- dovey hubby and wifey!

    Try not to pressure yourself too much, take a deep breath every time you feel stressed ok?! All the best!

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  3. Aunty Yan, I know from what Aunty Yvonne said, that you all must be so busy, sometime business can hatch a pressure, I believe. I don't have any solution to solve your problem, all I can say just that every situation has its own ups and downs. It'll soon end without you notice and instantly become one memory inside your mind. Take care of your health, I always believe you do able to get through all of this. Love ya :)

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  4. Hayley, didn't know the tense has also spreaded to your place. I thought I handle it well, hahahaha, seems like it is so hard to cover the tension that i have.

    Alice, thanks for your concern and kindness, thanks for the support to my blog. Thanks for listening.

    Angie, though you are only 14, you sounded so mature everytime. I can read that in your comments. Thanks a lot.

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  5. Pretty Mummy, I hope everything turn out find for you soon. Hang in there ok. Sleep earlier and rest well ya. Go for some pampering this weekend to de-stress.

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  6. Hang in there, Yan! I hope all things go smooth on you.

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  7. Hang in there and things will turn out fine eventually.. Life is full of ups and downs. The sun will reappear when the dark cloud passes through.. Have a nice day, mommy..

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  8. Tomorrow will be a better day, Yan. Lights in on the horizon. Hang in there!

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  9. Everything will soon be back to normal and enjoy your tense moments. Day past by one day by one day in a flash. Hang on there!

    P/S: the Vietnam costume, mum bought at about RM15. Try to bargain but don't get scolded at the end. hehe...

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  10. Mummy Gwen, you make sense too, shopping may be a good way out.

    Mummy Moon, thanks.

    Inspired Mumx1, true enough, but I started my new page in 2011 with more downs than ups.

    Yvonne, you sounded positive. Thanks.

    mNhL, thanks for the info.

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  11. Take it easy dear. Stress is not good for you body. I learned that no matter where we work, there is stress. Even for me, I have my own online biz but the big stress is still there. So I am still learning to take it 1 day at a time.

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  12. take it easy babe. At least try. You don't have to worry about yr kids cos they are in good hands. I also have problems, depressed and lost don't know what to do with my life. I jiust go like the floating plastic bag everyday hoping to find a perfect landing. Till then i just blog and write about what keeps me alive ;)

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  13. hang in there Yan. things will work out fine. don't worry about your girls. they are very independent :) have a good rest and think positively :) take care my friend.

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